Being Honest is a Bad thing?

Listen,. I need to tell it like it is. Sometimes my mouth comes out before I think. Sorry for that. I am not really sorry though. Why can't people speak the truth? Truth does not hurt, its the lies t
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Ilona:
I'm sitting around today and I do something random: I Google him.
(14 August 2016)

Ilona:
So I don't mind exploring something romantic with him if he has changed.
(14 August 2016)

Ilona:
I am now done with law school and the bar exam.
(14 August 2016)

Ilona:
He fell off the radar in 2014 and 2015. Just last week, on my birthday, after more than 2 years of not hearing from him, he called me to wish me a happy birthday.
(14 August 2016)

Ilona:
I refused to resume a relationship because I felt he wasn't the one and that he had huge flaws that I didnt want to look past.
(14 August 2016)

Ilona:
I was in law school during this time and could not meet his spontaneous date requests (now I know why they were so spontaneous). In 2013 he told me he still had affection for me and would like to resume a relationship.
(14 August 2016)

Ilona:
He would remember birthdays, would text me often to tell me he missed me or that I was on his mind.
(14 August 2016)

Ilona:
By 2011 we had gone our separate ways, but he would still keep in contact.
(14 August 2016)

Ilona:
During 2010 we contInued to be intimate.
(14 August 2016)

Ilona:
Since then we have maintained a friendship.
(14 August 2016)