I am a fool....and I am okay with that

I generally don't think of myself as foolish with the exception of one area.....romance. We all know the old term "romantic fool" but do we all view it the same way?For some reason this thought popped
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Dessie:
He hasn't seen me since then and I wanted my Dad at the funeral and he didn't show up.
(24 August 2016)

Dessie:
For example, my mother's Dad (my grandfather) died in July suddenly (though he was 91) and my Dad has yet to offer his condolences.
(24 August 2016)

Dessie:
Marked anonymous due to subject.
(24 August 2016)

Dessie:
I am in Al-Anon and just sharing and looking for additional advise.
(24 August 2016)

Dessie:
My mother washed her hands of him and divorced him and my sister has little to do with him but I refuse to be like them, they are unfaithful.
(24 August 2016)

Dessie:
I want a Dad and everyone says I can't change him and that is what is so frustrating as they are right.
(24 August 2016)

Dessie:
People say he won't get better unless he hits rock bottom but what is rock bottom besides dead?
(24 August 2016)

Dessie:
I want him to come see me but he so often won't because he drinks.
(24 August 2016)

Nannie:
Or some other time, i dont want her to think im uninterested.
(24 August 2016)

Nannie:
Should i get to class early and when she sits down say hey and start the convo?
(24 August 2016)