Its Going To Be A Long Day

Its cold and rainy here today-I woke up with my face swollen and sore-its a sinus infection and I have a migraine coming on. Ry called a few minutes ago and she is one her way- she will be here in 3 h
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Bula:
I hate that I can't get her off my mind because I don't want to think like this.
(31 July 2016)

Bula:
I just don't want to lose the friendship we have, but at the same time I can't get her out of my head and I hate that I like her so much.
(31 July 2016)

Bula:
I feel like I need to let her know how I actually feel because it's bothering me so much.
(31 July 2016)

Bula:
But my feelings are seriously eating away at me.
(31 July 2016)

Bula:
Now I've never made a move on her and I never plan to because I respect the fact that she is taken.
(31 July 2016)

Bula:
She's taken and has a boyfriend.
(31 July 2016)

Bula:
We get along amazingly it's like we are best friends.
(31 July 2016)

Bula:
Every time I see her I can't help but think of how beautiful she is and every little thing she does just makes me like her more.
(31 July 2016)

Bula:
Ive never felt this way about someone.
(31 July 2016)

Bula:
I've been hanging out with this girl a few times each week for the last few months and I'm entirely infatuated with her.
(31 July 2016)