Life can be so hard...

so yes, I am clearly on a sex site. I know that. I have known that. I joined here after the guy I dated after my divorce dumped me. I turned to sex because I realized I was really good at it. And
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Lyla:
I could say how it evolved to that, but theres definitely not enough space for that.
(22 August 2016)

Lyla:
I recently broke up with my ex and it caused a really big argument between her family and my friends.
(22 August 2016)

Renda:
What should I do in this situation with this guy I care about?
(22 August 2016)

Renda:
What should I do , and I still care for him a lot.
(22 August 2016)

Renda:
He always tells me to let everything play out , I got you always, but doesn't show me.
(22 August 2016)

Renda:
But I just feel like I'm gonna get hurt again.
(22 August 2016)

Renda:
He barely mentions to come see me I'm the one who has to tell him, he doesn't show me off & he let his friends know we back but not these females out here, and on top of that he wants to have a baby with me soon..he has baby fever.
(22 August 2016)

Renda:
Now we are back & I felt good about everything at first but now.. It's annoying.
(22 August 2016)

Renda:
We started seeing other people, then eventually we ended up back talking to each other .. Then back together.
(22 August 2016)

Renda:
We used to have some disagreements, sometimes I felt like he was trying to play me.. Not show he cared for me so we split a few times.
(22 August 2016)