Part 4

“Lay on your stomach with your head at the end of the bed girl,” he ordered, “on your stomach” as he walked over to where his arsenal, yes that’s what I call it in my head, was spread out. I
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Pauletta:
Me and my husband started from scratch when we got married.
(17 October 2016)

Sirena:
I don t know what to do or think anymore? Help?
(17 October 2016)

Sirena:
How can I deal with all of this if I work with him?
(17 October 2016)

Sirena:
He says he doesn t want me out of his life and that he still cares about me and never stopped caring about me but at the same time doesn t want a relationship with me.
(17 October 2016)

Sirena:
We don t talk outside of work just because we both think it s for the best.
(17 October 2016)

Sirena:
He ll be nice to me and ask me how I m doing genuinely (he s in general a great nice guy) but then at the same time act distant from me and then be friendly again.
(17 October 2016)

Sirena:
We ve talked and decided to remain in good terms and start dating new people eventually but honestly, it sucks being friendly with him at work and then seeing him flirt with other coworkers.
(17 October 2016)

Sirena:
I try to hide it but every time I come home I feel sad again.
(17 October 2016)

Sirena:
Being at work and seeing him is just a reminder of us not being together anymore and that s hard.
(17 October 2016)

Sirena:
My problem here is that, it s so hard for me to be in friendly terms with him because I still have feelings for him.
(17 October 2016)