Damn! That was. . . .

. . .so fucking hot!
_

Chantal:
Also my Dad's family is just a few of us as most don't live local and my grandfather died (my grandmother is still living). So how do I handle this sorrow and pain?
(6 November 2016)

Chantal:
We will see my Dad's family but we see them always which is good (they are great) but that joy of having both families is gone this year.
(6 November 2016)

Chantal:
We are close but this Christmas all the pain of when my Mom's side was broken will return.
(6 November 2016)

Chantal:
Come Christmas I will see one aunt but the others are travelling (two with in-laws and one on a cruise). So this brings up all the pain and feelings of when I was a kid and my mother wouldn't let me see her family because her Dad was an alcoholic.
(6 November 2016)

Chantal:
I remain close but won't be seeing them at Thanksgiving as the families are just doing stuff with their kids.
(6 November 2016)

Chantal:
Then I got close as a teenager and adult.
(6 November 2016)

Chantal:
As a kid I couldn't see them and it hurt a lot.
(6 November 2016)

Chantal:
My Mom's family is all chopped up.
(6 November 2016)

Margorie:
What does it mean if I can imagine a future with him?
(6 November 2016)

Margorie:
But lately I've noticed that whenever I think about my future, he's the first thing that comes to my mind.
(6 November 2016)