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In East Anglia lives subgirl026 who requests training. subgirl026 is 34. Subgirl026 likes men to voyerise herphotographs and write comments. Currently Subgirl026 training is a weeklytask to follow
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Hertha:
I'm afraid if I ever get to the point of being intimate with a woman, I will be haunted by the thought of another man thrusting into her, etc, and the sadness and anger will drive me nuts.
(12 December 2016)

Hertha:
No matter how much I love her, it's almost certain that she will have had sexual experience with other men than me, and all the years of living up to the ideal that I set for myself seems to be for nothing.
(12 December 2016)

Hertha:
I'm really starting to feel like a failure as a man and realize that I'm probably not going to find someone who shares the same values and waited for me like I waited for her.
(12 December 2016)

Hertha:
It was ok for awhile, but ever since I hit my 30s, it's been very difficult.
(12 December 2016)

Hertha:
I didn't want any part in making that less special for them, and I believed I was doing the right thing.
(12 December 2016)

Hertha:
The few times girls liked me, I didn't feel the same way about them and figured some other man would cherish them and that my own personal sexual pleasure was less important than the lifetime of love that they might share with their future partners.
(12 December 2016)

Hertha:
My reasons were, I believed, based on logic.
(12 December 2016)

Hertha:
I'd say I'm an agnostic when it comes to issues of religion and God.
(12 December 2016)

Hertha:
It wasn't due to religious reasons, though.
(12 December 2016)

Hertha:
People around me were having casual high school sex - I didn't want to be like that.
(12 December 2016)