Words can barely describe...

I begin by saying that I am not sober, so I apologize in advance for any typos that Siri and I may miss. Now, I spent my evening at the home of a friend I have mentioned previously. I believe it was i
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Chaya:
After we have sex she says it looks like rage...is something wrong with her?
(18 December 2016)

Rosalyn:
Was I at fault in the end of the relationship?
(18 December 2016)

Rosalyn:
I told him he felt infatuation, not love.
(18 December 2016)

Rosalyn:
He blocked me and ignored further communication. he told me he doesn't love me anymore, and that it went away in a span of a few days.
(18 December 2016)

Rosalyn:
I later said our relationship was toxic, and that we will not last.
(18 December 2016)

Rosalyn:
He claimed I am using him so that other guys don't message me.
(18 December 2016)

Rosalyn:
We got in a huge fight at this point.
(18 December 2016)

Rosalyn:
He declined, saying that I asked for no time together.
(18 December 2016)

Rosalyn:
The next day, I asked to hug and make up and to make cookies.
(18 December 2016)

Rosalyn:
I told him our values were conflicting, as I want a lot of time with my partner, and that I'll give him space.
(18 December 2016)