Here's the meat, come and eat ... right?

Positive side of things, I'm hanging on at 180. Which isn't my target goal but I am feeling "happier" about myself. To the point where I am at least looking for new toys & new lacey things to wear. I
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Crystal:
Whenever she's bored she watches pretty much anything on YouTube.
(10 January 2017)

Crystal:
She's 5 months pregnant she hasn't been feeling well the last few weeks now she has something else to worry about.
(10 January 2017)

Crystal:
My girlfriend was watching a video of the Charles Manson murder on YouTube she's really freaked out right now.
(10 January 2017)

Maple:
Have you ever vented on here?
(10 January 2017)

Tamiko:
If guys never smile at me, does it mean I look unattractive?
(10 January 2017)

Tamiko:
When I hanged out with my female friend last week, there was a random guy who smiled at her but he did not smile at me, only at her, is it because I look less attractive than her or is there any other reason for that?
(10 January 2017)

Valeria:
Should I send them good books I've read?
(10 January 2017)

Valeria:
A year later I see they are succeeding and doing well.
(10 January 2017)

Valeria:
We broke up and I said I didn't love them at the moment.
(10 January 2017)

Valeria:
They use to recommend good motivational books.
(10 January 2017)