Where's the off switch for my brain?

I knew I had an impending birthday, but it wasn't until last night in bed that I realized it's next week! (the things you realize late at night, right?) Anybody got any suggestions about how I shoul
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Saran:
My ex wanted to meet up?
(3 January 2017)

Saran:
We did mee up and he told me he wanted to meet up again.
(3 January 2017)

Saran:
My ex wanted to go hiking with me, I haven't seen him for the past 4 years, he asked me so many questions about me, about my ex, about what was new with me.
(3 January 2017)

Monserrate:
Some kids got me in trouble at school, what should I do?
(3 January 2017)

Monserrate:
I really want to know what the best way to clear my name with my school would be here.
(3 January 2017)

Monserrate:
I calmly explained to him that I don't mean any harm to people with these studies and I was even allowed to explain the same thing to the students that I concerned.
(3 January 2017)

Monserrate:
The principal told me some kids had found a couple documents that I wrote that he said had pretty questionable material on them for a high schooler.
(3 January 2017)

Monserrate:
I Just figured I had probably just left them at home, but around 3rd period I got called down to the principal's office.
(3 January 2017)

Monserrate:
Well a couple weeks back, while I was sorting through my backpack when I noticed that two pages of my notes(one of the pages was on explaining the columbine shooters motives and the other page was on Mcveigh's behavior in general)were gone.
(3 January 2017)

Monserrate:
I'm a 16 year old junior at my High school in North Texas.
(3 January 2017)