Eyes closed or not?

So I started watching the show "The Affair" and there is a scene with the husband and wife having sex in the missionary position. The wife had her eyes closed and the husband asks her to op
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Elly:
Why am I so shy but also want attention?
(12 February 2017)

Elly:
Can someone tell me why I want people to look at me even though I'm so shy?
(12 February 2017)

Elly:
Like I would get happy knowing he's trying to look up my skirt and kind of not even close my legs because I liked the attention?
(12 February 2017)

Elly:
I assume most girls would get freaked out, but I liked knowing he was trying to look up my skirt and not any of the other girls around me in the exact same uniform.
(12 February 2017)

Elly:
Another example is when my friend caught a guy looking up my skirt.
(12 February 2017)

Elly:
The best example is when I'm in like a cheer uniform and it's tight and shows off my body, I want everyone to see my body even though I can't take a compliment or say anything because I'm so shy.
(12 February 2017)

Elly:
Of course I don't want people to look at me when I'm wearing no makeup or I look trashy, but when I look good I want people to stare at me.
(12 February 2017)

Elly:
I'm exetremely shy and can barely say hi to someone, but also love when people look at me when I look ok?
(12 February 2017)

Sheena:
Why couldn't he end things respectfully instead of calling me names?
(12 February 2017)

Sheena:
I just asked him if he wanted me in his life Cuz I saw he blocked me on snapchat for no reason and he flipped What's up with him ?
(12 February 2017)