The Ex

I have mentioned an ex-lover of mine, who couldn't keep her hands off of me when I was still married, but lost interest almost as soon as I was separated.It still bugs me that I'm not good enough for
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Merri:
I don't get mad at her when she buys her nice things, so why is it a problem when I do it?
(3 February 2017)

Merri:
I do for them all the time but when I want to spoil myself it's like it's the end of the world?
(3 February 2017)

Merri:
I got yelled at the other day because I bought myself art supplies, but I couldn't buy my brother a sketchbook, as she puts it.
(3 February 2017)

Merri:
I contribute to the smaller bills (cell phone, waste management, lights, etc). But once I try to treat myself to small things, I get negative feedback from my mother and stepfather.
(3 February 2017)

Merri:
If there's not much milk left in the fridge, I'll scramble up some change and buy it.
(3 February 2017)

Merri:
However, if the toilet tissue is low, I'll go ahead and buy it.
(3 February 2017)

Merri:
As soon as I get home, my mother calls me selfish for buying myself food, but not for anyone else.
(3 February 2017)

Merri:
So today I had to work, I got off and I was hungry so I decided to stop by some place cheap so I can go home.
(3 February 2017)

Ashley:
He doesnt want to send me any pics anymore?
(3 February 2017)

Ashley:
Now he doesnt want to send me any.
(3 February 2017)