Sleep Deprived Inspirations

Summer i am too busy or tired to care, ignoring pain and my emotional feelings, but when winter hits i can feel everything. Time stands still, seconds become hours and minutes are a standing life time
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Ayako:
But then there s another one she dated after the three year girlfriend.
(5 March 2017)

Ayako:
They did break up really badly and blocked each other from everything and they don t keep in touch.
(5 March 2017)

Ayako:
And I know that knowing about her exes will give me more stress but I couldn t help not knowing.
(5 March 2017)

Ayako:
We talked about it because I wanted to know.
(5 March 2017)

Ayako:
During her high school years she was with this girl for three years.
(5 March 2017)

Ayako:
But my girlfriend does have a few exes and honestly, I do get stressed about it sometimes.
(5 March 2017)

Ayako:
But I finally found someone I love and someone I want to be with for a long time.
(5 March 2017)

Ayako:
I was never really in a proper relationship before her because I guess I just didn t feel like dating someone I didn t truly have feelings for.
(5 March 2017)

Ayako:
She is also my first relationship ever.
(5 March 2017)

Ayako:
I m a 21 year old girl in a relationship with a girl.
(5 March 2017)