More Distrubring

I found something more disturbing than a dick pic...A pic of a guy's fingers showing I'm guessing how it will look when he finger bangs someone???WTF...since when is a hand sexy?
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Adrian:
I care about this girl a lot and I've been a big defender of hers for a while now, and I'd hate to lose her as a friend, even though its looking like that will happen unless she finds a way to forgive me.
(4 May 2017)

Adrian:
I am torn between just letting it go, trying to personally apologize to her after class one day, trying to talk to a semi-mutual friend and see what she thinks (although she may not even know about this), or writing her with a sincere apology.
(4 May 2017)

Adrian:
It was extremely out of character for me to get angry, as I haven't gotten mad at a girl since I was probably 19. I want to try to right this wrong for real now but I have no idea how to approach it.
(4 May 2017)

Adrian:
We are still in class together and I feel pretty awful about getting angry like I did.
(4 May 2017)

Adrian:
Instead of waiting till the next day, she told me she was just going to block me from her phone and then Facebook the next day after I tried apologizing, despite still feeling angry.
(4 May 2017)

Adrian:
After the fight, she initially invited me over to talk about it, but I said no because I had been drinking and just wanted to go home.
(4 May 2017)

Adrian:
She was unremorseful and said she did nothing wrong.
(4 May 2017)

Adrian:
I was out of line, but what I did can't be taken back.
(4 May 2017)

Adrian:
I felt used and hurt, despite not wanting to date her.
(4 May 2017)

Adrian:
She's also never been in a real relationship and typically has flings with much older men with money.
(4 May 2017)