My Plumbing

No, not my personal internal plumbing. Although probably at some point I'll talk about that. I'm talking about the plumbing in my house. It apparently is broken.I took a shower in my downstairs bathro
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Berta:
Nothing I do is ever good enough and I gave up pleasing her back when I was a teenager but I have nowhere to go so what do I do?
(14 May 2017)

Berta:
She s wanting to kick me out of the house and I have no money and no job yet I do all the cooking all the cleaning I buy all of the food and I stay in my room out of her way.
(14 May 2017)

Berta:
My father passed away in 2008 and he was our buffer when she would be really hard on me yet she does not understand why I have no self esteem I am looking for work but my degree limits what I can do because I don t have a masters.
(14 May 2017)

Berta:
I know that she never wanted me for the day I was born because she told me.
(14 May 2017)

Berta:
She constantly makes me feel like a worthless useless human being and blames me for everything from her alcoholism to heart problems too mental disorders.
(14 May 2017)

Berta:
I am 40 and I recently lost my job and I m broke and I had to move in with my mother and I have severe depression and high blood pressure.
(14 May 2017)

Ellis:
Is it wrong of me to have second thoughts about inviting my father to my graduation?
(14 May 2017)

Ellis:
I just need help getting over these second thoughts that I'm having.
(14 May 2017)

Ellis:
I am inviting him because I'm inviting my mom and my brothers and I'm not going to invite the whole household and not him.
(14 May 2017)

Ellis:
The other part of me wants to just leave after I graduate & live my own life with him not in it.
(14 May 2017)