Not Happening!

Not happening yet! I followed my heart again, and, as usual, it turned into a nightmare I'm over 100 posts behind, I can't stand this little noteebook, don't have access to my PC...............Fuck me
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Delila:
I feel like I'm coming to an end.
(24 May 2017)

Delila:
My husband is a very affection man but when it comes to kids he becomes the most cold hearted.
(24 May 2017)

Delila:
I can't help but blame my mother for not taking care of herself and me running from one house to the next daily.
(24 May 2017)

Delila:
All of my friends have kids and keep asking when I will.
(24 May 2017)

Delila:
I feel like I'm getting too old.
(24 May 2017)

Delila:
When ever we talk about having kids we end up arguing.
(24 May 2017)

Delila:
I feel so down all alone with what is going on in my marriage.
(24 May 2017)

Delila:
I can't tell any of my family members or friends.
(24 May 2017)

Delila:
My husband now says no to having kids because I'm not up to his standards now.
(24 May 2017)

Delila:
I work 60 hrs a week and I feel so depressed I just want to start my own life.
(24 May 2017)