Why I will never be 2nd

Why do men think I want to be with someone who is married or attached? I don't. I deserve to be your number 1 or nothing at all. If your married and screwing around behind her back, you have no respe
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Ophelia:
Since he's constantly willing to talk to me.
(23 May 2017)

Ophelia:
And again he's been telling me how he hates people and what not.
(23 May 2017)

Ophelia:
I thought things were going to stop there, but he went back to message me.
(23 May 2017)

Ophelia:
At one point I thought maybe he saw me as a one night thing so I slowly stopped talking to him.
(23 May 2017)

Ophelia:
Apparently his wife left him and I was the first girl he's been with for a while.
(23 May 2017)

Ophelia:
I should note that he is going through a divorce.
(23 May 2017)

Ophelia:
And it makes me question, why is he always telling me this?
(23 May 2017)

Ophelia:
He hates the place where he's at.
(23 May 2017)

Ophelia:
He's always telling me how he lacks feelings and hate people.
(23 May 2017)

Ophelia:
I felt a little bummed since I really liked him.
(23 May 2017)