Should I, shoudn't I ?

Recently I have been seriously considering breaking a self-imposed rule and actually meeting up with some of the people from this site. I never intended to physically meet people from this site, I onl
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Ruth:
I currently have enough money for it but my parents are offering to give me an additional $8,000 to purchase an even more expensive ring.
(6 June 2017)

Ruth:
So my ring budget is between $10,000 and $15,000 so it's not too extravagant.
(6 June 2017)

Mirna:
Should I attend the social gathering even though someone might hate me?
(6 June 2017)

Mirna:
Or how about if she's mean but everyone else is nice... Should I go?
(6 June 2017)

Mirna:
But at the same time I'm REALLY hoping that she has cooled.
(6 June 2017)

Mirna:
I'm afraid that if I go then she will be super rude and the others will follow.
(6 June 2017)

Mirna:
These 5 were my only friends for this sport and I'm still deciding if I will go back.
(6 June 2017)

Mirna:
I haven't really talked to them in 5 months so I'm not sure if she convinced them that I'm 'evil' or whatever.
(6 June 2017)

Mirna:
I'm friends with 4 other of her friends and I guess you can say Clare is like the 'queen bee' so they sort of follow her bidding.
(6 June 2017)

Mirna:
We were fine before but now she's super mean and the last time I tried talking to her she gave one word answers and quickly left.
(6 June 2017)