Sixteenth Virtual Symposium "Friends With Benefits"

This blog entry is part of the sixteenth virtual symposium: Friends With BenefitsShe keeps him near Not for loveOr so she thinks He gives her reason To aspireTo conquer To smileHow foolish she wasHow
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Sharolyn:
But Ever since that situation happened I have been walking on eggshells and having major anxiety for my mom.
(18 June 2017)

Sharolyn:
Thank God every single day shes getting better and stronger to recover from what happen.
(18 June 2017)

Sharolyn:
My mom just recently went through a major health complications at the hospital while in the process of doing a surgery where they had to revive her back to life.
(18 June 2017)

Christiana:
Is this a date? Should I even want this to be a date?
(18 June 2017)

Christiana:
Or it could just be treated as friends hanging out.
(18 June 2017)

Christiana:
But then I also don't want to cancel because I'm still crushing hard.
(18 June 2017)

Christiana:
I'm also completely terrified of messing up the sorta date and completely ruining whatever friendship we have.
(18 June 2017)

Christiana:
I'm not even sure if it would be the best idea for me to start dating because I don't know if I would be able to balance schoolwork and a boyfriend.
(18 June 2017)

Christiana:
But he said yes and I was totally not prepared for that.
(18 June 2017)

Christiana:
Which is really vague, I know, but I'm new to dating and I'm scared of rejection so I wanted to play it off as a hang out between friends if he said no.
(18 June 2017)