Unlucky in Lust

Im starting to get a complex. The condom pretender, #1 discarding me, the cowboy not interested and then I meet the young gun. I think I must be off my game. So I meet the young gun at circle k on a w
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Alpha:
Talks relationship things, wants to sleep by her, etc., but still liking woman and entertaining girls.
(1 September 2017)

Leota:
But I also believe he can grow and be able to better communicate these doubts and concerns so we can talk them over together.
(1 September 2017)

Leota:
I don't know if I can be with someone who may break up with me repeatedly because he doesn't know how he feels or what he wants.
(1 September 2017)

Leota:
He said this was the biggest mistake he ever made and our time together was the happiest in his entire life.
(1 September 2017)

Leota:
Now, it has been 6 days and he has texted me that he still loves me and wants to talk.
(1 September 2017)

Leota:
I know he loves me, but just is confused by his feelings.
(1 September 2017)

Leota:
All the while, he was still wanting to home my hand and rub my leg.
(1 September 2017)

Leota:
He then cried and broke up with me because he was not sure of his feelings.
(1 September 2017)

Leota:
On Saturday, I woke up to my long term boyfriend holding me and being sweeter than ever.
(1 September 2017)

Yan:
Why do I get paranoid if my gf doesn't reply to me In a timely manner?
(1 September 2017)