Daunting Task

I'm at a bit of a sexual crossroads and I'm unsure how to move forward. In my day to day life, I'm very much in control. I run people, offices, situations and a whole lot of chaos so it makes sense. I
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Jesenia:
My Head feels good after a jog?
(9 October 2017)

Jesenia:
And why do my three cousins agree with him?
(9 October 2017)

Jesenia:
I m a small guy 5 foot 3 inches 125 pounds why does my uncle say these things?
(9 October 2017)

Jesenia:
The guy lived the prision life which makes it that much more real.
(9 October 2017)

Jesenia:
All of my cousins hate me and my uncle keeps saying he s going to kill me, one time he banged on my bedroom door I answered and he asked if I wanted to fight and I said no your drunk go away.
(9 October 2017)

Jesenia:
I m 26 I basically work 7 hours out of the day live back with my mom and my uncle three cousins live with us.
(9 October 2017)

Rana:
How do I forgive my Mom when she continues to hurt me daily (emotional hurt)?
(9 October 2017)

Rana:
I am an adult living on my own now but her continual hurt makes it hard to forgive.
(9 October 2017)

Lang:
Is it bad to stay home on your birthday?
(9 October 2017)

Lang:
I will have plenty of time to party to for the rest of the year but will be home with a room full of beer and balloons..help?
(9 October 2017)