It's nice to have dreams .....hope yours are sweet *pics* and another crappy poem :P xoxoxoxox

In my bed, all alone ......My thoughts begin to wander ...... To tonight's conversation ......The many words exchanged and laughed about ...... While i'm laying here tonight .......My mind will be wan
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Hollie:
We went out twice as just friends.
(16 October 2017)

Lorene:
BF choked me until I passed out during sex but he says I was awake... why do I not remember the sex?
(16 October 2017)

Lorene:
I feel like I was passed out but he says I wasn't... Is it possible my mind just blocked the sex out or something?
(16 October 2017)

Lorene:
He said he lasted for 20 minutes but I only remember the first 5 minutes and then my memory is gone.
(16 October 2017)

Lorene:
He said my eyes were open and I enjoyed it but why can't I remember any of this?
(16 October 2017)

Lorene:
The next thing I know he's finished and I'm freaking out because I don't know how.
(16 October 2017)

Lorene:
My partner and I were having rough sex and we have a safe word and I trust him and everything but this time he was choking me really hard and the last thing I remember was not being able to breathe and my vision got blurry.
(16 October 2017)

Jane:
But on top of all this, he still seems to want to spend time with me.
(16 October 2017)

Jane:
When I'm upset, he gets angry at me like he wants nothing to do with me if I have any sort of negative emotion.
(16 October 2017)

Jane:
It constantly trying to get back to a time where things were better.
(16 October 2017)