at my age being turned down is second nature

the funny thing about this is it seems all the younger guys don't have a pot to piss in and a window to throw it out of where a mature gentleman has lived a good life with all its ups and downs been m
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Wanita:
Why did someone that hated me tell me they were worried?
(7 November 2017)

Wanita:
He messages me a lot of emojis too.
(7 November 2017)

Wanita:
He replied saying that he was worried about me.
(7 November 2017)

Wanita:
After years went by I realized a lot and wrote him an e mail apologizing.
(7 November 2017)

Wanita:
I asked for friendship but he said no.
(7 November 2017)

Wanita:
He didn't understand that I hated myself too.
(7 November 2017)

Wanita:
He wrote a letter to me telling me that I am a terrible person.
(7 November 2017)

Wanita:
He still wanted to have sex but later dated someone else.
(7 November 2017)

Wanita:
He did understand why i was that way... I was at fault and he ended it.
(7 November 2017)

Wanita:
I was very unstable because of childhood abuse.
(7 November 2017)