DESPERATE AND OR STUPID

So I've been a bit out of touch lately, walking dead or nearly. The Zombie Apocalypse has arrived; I'm the zombie. It's so bad that another blogger noticed that I haven't been to the blogs or on faceb
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Omega:
We ended it because we were too far away from each other as I am from Texas and he is from New Zealand and neither of us could move as we were both working on careers.
(27 December 2017)

Omega:
My ex fiance came to see friends and a cousin.
(27 December 2017)

Jesenia:
Are we even really friends anymore?
(27 December 2017)

Jesenia:
We used to have sleep overs a lot too until she suddenly decided she doesn't like them anymore.
(27 December 2017)

Jesenia:
What's weird is she thinks she comes over all the time, but it's all in her little fantasy where she thinks she's not acting any different and everything's fine.
(27 December 2017)

Jesenia:
She doesn't usually text me unless she's asking for something or I text her first.
(27 December 2017)

Jesenia:
I'm too used to being crushed I'm not really bothered by this anymore, but does it sound like we're best friends anymore?
(27 December 2017)

Jesenia:
She's made other friends because she does band now and I'm sort of left in the dust and she assured me she'd never do that to me.
(27 December 2017)

Jesenia:
Now I'm lucky if I even see her once every 2 months.
(27 December 2017)

Jesenia:
We used to talk on the phone for like 3 hours straight and she'd come over a lot.
(27 December 2017)