Why do I feel like this

I know I am gay but I still feel like it is wrong. But I still Like men Nothing feels better than to have a man in my ass or mouth. It is not a big deal just some thing I think about.
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Claretha:
I been feeling sick to my stomach for a few weeks.
(3 March 2018)

Tessie:
Looking for advice on a fair compromise for riding to school with my sisters?
(3 March 2018)

Tessie:
I am getting really tired of this seating arrangement.
(3 March 2018)

Tessie:
Should I get to ride on the outside and let her out since she is smaller?
(3 March 2018)

Tessie:
Should my younger sister always get to ride on the outside since she is getting out before me and in after me?
(3 March 2018)

Tessie:
Just wondering what others think is a fair solution here?
(3 March 2018)

Tessie:
They keep saying that when we are all getting in and out at that same time that I can ride on the outside.
(3 March 2018)

Tessie:
I have tried to talk to my parents about this but they just say I am making a big deal about nothing and that my sister needs the outside seat since she gets out before me and in after me.
(3 March 2018)

Tessie:
My younger sister is 11 and smaller than I am so it seems like she would be able to deal with sitting in the middle easier than I can.
(3 March 2018)

Tessie:
I HATE having to wait in the truck almost as much as I hate the middle.
(3 March 2018)