Another lonely night

Haven't found anyone I'm interested in to date let alone start a relationship with.
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Lorilee:
I hope I'm just being paranoid but I don't think so.
(28 April 2018)

Lorilee:
And most importantly, he's married.
(28 April 2018)

Lorilee:
And in class while we're working, he'll always check on me to see how I'm doing (another thing he doesn't do with ANYBODY else). He's in his early thirties and is very attractive, but he's my professor.
(28 April 2018)

Lorilee:
During class while teaching a lesson, he'll always call on me for the answer (he doesn't do that with anybody else) and will smile.
(28 April 2018)

Lorilee:
When I come to class (as I should), he thanks me for coming to class.
(28 April 2018)

Lorilee:
He talks to me way more than the other students.
(28 April 2018)

Lorilee:
Since a few weeks ago, my professor has been paying extra attention to me.
(28 April 2018)

Rosy:
If there was nothing come out of our relationship, why did we even meet each other?
(28 April 2018)

Rosy:
Now both of us lost interest in each other.
(28 April 2018)

Rosy:
Both of us made mistakes to communicate with each other.
(28 April 2018)