Owsey, Jernalism & Resotone - I've Been Secretly Falling Apart

The Big Bang Theory last night...........It's hard to communicate how you feel during these times. My first relationship ended awhile ago, and the fighting still ensues. So much to say but can't find
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Clemmie:
I had a crush on a quiet girl last year.
(5 April 2018)

Clemmie:
I feel paranoid in so many situations but I'm always proved wrong.
(5 April 2018)

Clemmie:
She didn't come there and waited in front of class I felt paranoid that I did something wrong and she hates me.
(5 April 2018)

Clemmie:
Today when my class was about to end and hers was going to start I was in t last doing my cool down.
(5 April 2018)

Clemmie:
She has the same boyfriend for the last 5 years and I have heard she is a nice girl . Every small thing she does makes me paranoid and it makes me so upset.
(5 April 2018)

Clemmie:
Last week with the zumba instructor that she walked at a one arm distance past me when I was drenched in sweat.
(5 April 2018)

Clemmie:
I hate it because I keep suffering everyday on the inside because of this paranoia.
(5 April 2018)

Clemmie:
I always think they don't like being near me.
(5 April 2018)

Clemmie:
I'm always paranoid when it comes to girls.
(5 April 2018)

Ruthie:
He also stared at me across the table smiling and said nothing.
(5 April 2018)