Deep down, what is it that you really want?

Simple question. What are you looking for here?
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Nohemi:
He asked someone for my number and I said sure, thinking at worst I d have to let him down gently since we live in different countries.
(1 June 2018)

Nohemi:
I thought it was sweet, he seemed a little awkward but nice.
(1 June 2018)

Nohemi:
So I was on a short term study abroad, and one of the guys in the other country got a bit of a crush on me.
(1 June 2018)

Babara:
Are your older brothers lazy too?
(1 June 2018)

Babara:
All of our cousins hate us because my family is non functional my dad is in his 60s.
(1 June 2018)

Babara:
So now im 22 my brothers are like in their 30s they still depend for dad to buy them everything from food, rent, bills, water, & all the other stuff you have to pay.
(1 June 2018)

Babara:
Growing up our parents never really teach us anything they just pretty much spoil us & let us do what ever the heck we want.
(1 June 2018)

Sumiko:
I never said she has to, that is why i'm asking you guys.
(1 June 2018)

Sumiko:
Sorry if i did not make that clear.
(1 June 2018)

Sumiko:
She never once said no just that she needs some time to think about it.
(1 June 2018)