...In Which Ginger Gets Physical...Physical

So my dear and lovely readers, I finally, FINALLY! scheduled and attended the physical I’ve been putting off for *mumble, mumble* years.Not nearly as terrifying as I had played it out to be in my mi
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Last night he texted that he loves me; he just needs space.
(25 August 2018)

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I asked if I can come over to talk but he said no.
(25 August 2018)

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Haven't seen him since Tuesday.things felt off; like he doesn't want me anymore.
(25 August 2018)

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I went home hurt, texted him and he said everything was okay.
(25 August 2018)

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I apologized again, but said he needs some time 4 himself.
(25 August 2018)

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Sunday I picked him up & He said he wasn't happy with us.
(25 August 2018)

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Realizing I was overreacting, Said I was sorry.
(25 August 2018)

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I said idk if I want to be with someone who will Be gone & that may die.
(25 August 2018)

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He said he found out what he wants to become: firefighter.
(25 August 2018)

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In July we were great; spent 4 of July together and gave me a heart necklace and said he loves me. for work he had to leave for 3 weeks; we texted.
(25 August 2018)