Just realized this tonight

I Lost my cherry at age 18 on Christmas eve by my birth mom roommate that was 30 in his bedroom while both her and her bf was in the living room. He fuck me on a bet he made with my birth mother that
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Zoraida:
Is marriage truly worth everything?
(8 September 2018)

Zoraida:
I have worked so hard academically, socially, and creatively through my years, but some part of me is scared that I'll just fall into the same rut as everyone else.
(8 September 2018)

Zoraida:
Now she's in another unsupportive marriage with this guy while my dad lives alone, coping with loneliness and regretting every relationship decision he's ever made.
(8 September 2018)

Zoraida:
I watched both my parents push through a rotten marriage for 18 years, putting on great fronts that everyone fell for, before my mom started seeing someone else.
(8 September 2018)

Zoraida:
No one seems to actually stays with the same person from beginning to end like a marriage ensues.
(8 September 2018)

Zoraida:
People abuse each other, cheat on each other, have children with other people, break up, reunite, and break up again, endlessly drawing stress and heartbreak from one another.
(8 September 2018)

Zoraida:
I'm a 23-year-old female and feel as if the type of marriage I would like to have someday is grossly unattainable in today's world.
(8 September 2018)

Celinda:
Am I wrong to get offended by a married man who flirts with me, then laughs and showers his wife with affection after?
(8 September 2018)

Celinda:
Recently, while I was changing the woman's diaper, she started crying hysterically and physically attacking me.
(8 September 2018)

Celinda:
Her husband is sometimes, however, a bit of a dirty old man that sometimes tries to flirt with me, comments on my physical appearance, and makes dirty jokes all the time.
(8 September 2018)