Open mouth, insert foot.

I really need to start keeping my thoughts to myself.A coworker of mine brought some fruit to work today. Normally it's an exciting thing when someone brings in goodies.....This fruit looked like
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Janyce:
How do I rid myself of this shame?
(2 September 2018)

Janyce:
My mother was raised to be perfect so she might not be able to help it but it hurts me so much.
(2 September 2018)

Janyce:
Seldom did Mom's conversations be about me.
(2 September 2018)

Janyce:
As a kid I used to cry as my mother's Christmas cards would have a paragraph and a half dedicated to both my sisters and only two sentences on me.
(2 September 2018)

Janyce:
Neither picked me as the godfather (We are Catholic). I felt it was cause I am a disappointment to the family.
(2 September 2018)

Janyce:
My sisters for example both had babies last year.
(2 September 2018)

Janyce:
I am constantly trying to prove to my mother I am just as good as my sisters.
(2 September 2018)

Janyce:
So five years later I want to overcome this toxic shame.
(2 September 2018)

Janyce:
I graduated and went to college for one year and left with anxiety issues.
(2 September 2018)

Janyce:
I went to Pine Ridge School in Williston, VT and when it closed I switched to Landmark School in Massachusetts.
(2 September 2018)