The Mystic

[image]I was a mystic oncewith eyes aflameand burningThe desert wasmy courtesanand I its loverWe danced an inward danceprofoundand gloriousWe mingledwith godsand drankwith spiritsWe sang of loveand da
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Season:
Some times, when I feel really blissful for no reason, I feel as if I'm going to see him very soon I don't know why, and he's 6 hours away now since he quickly dropped out and decided to go back home to transfer to another university.
(31 August 2018)

Season:
I'm fine with that, I've been focusing on myself a lot, I've been so confident with my looks, and feeling just bliss, and butterflies in my stomach, tingling on the head, and the dreams I have with him don't worry me as much.
(31 August 2018)

Season:
Then when I was struggling with every thing in my life, I just felt like I needed to let go because I was too focused on this instead of myself.
(31 August 2018)

Jaimie:
How can I control my nervousness?
(31 August 2018)

Jaimie:
There are so many questions in my mind right now.
(31 August 2018)

Jaimie:
Will I be able to find a job in a poor region alongside my studies?
(31 August 2018)

Jaimie:
Will I be sent to a university that I need to pay for my studies or a free one?
(31 August 2018)

Jaimie:
Will I be sent to a poor region of the country or a rich one?
(31 August 2018)

Jaimie:
The results will be declared in almost 10 days and I feel really nervous about my destiny.
(31 August 2018)

Jaimie:
So, I chose different universities with different fields of study all around the country.
(31 August 2018)