Spinning tales

When you know there may not be a happy ending, what is the drive to write the story? The flow of words can spread emotion between the lines and into your mind.I love to tell a story, I enjoy living th
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Felice:
Should I message her???????
(5 October 2018)

Felice:
We go to school together, She would constantly be texting me and she really liked me, but on Tuesday everything ended (long story short) something was happening and she even deleted me on Facebook.
(5 October 2018)

Felice:
My name is Oscar and me and this girl had been talking for 2 weeks.
(5 October 2018)

Marcene:
I ruined the trust of all my best friends in a single day. How do I go from here on?
(5 October 2018)

Marcene:
I don't know how I'm supposed to go from here on out.
(5 October 2018)

Marcene:
I messed up and everyone messaged me saying I was the worst thing to happen to them.
(5 October 2018)

Marcene:
Crying is no use but I love them and I miss them so badly.
(5 October 2018)

Marcene:
Even after bettering myself, I won't ever feel the same.
(5 October 2018)

Marcene:
I don't feel like I will ever deserve to be around them again, they're all the greatest human beings ever and I'm simply scum.
(5 October 2018)

Marcene:
What I'm asking is, do I take time to better myself and wait for them or see this as an experience of never committing the same mistake and not talking to them ever again?
(5 October 2018)