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Ula:
I told him that if he continues this behaviour me and him won't speak anymore.
(28 October 2018)

Ula:
When I went after him he told me to get away from him that he hated me.
(28 October 2018)

Ula:
Another time I kissed a guy he tore up off the chair and walked off.
(28 October 2018)

Ula:
When he walked off I looked back at him and he was giving me daggers.
(28 October 2018)

Ula:
He seen me make out with a guy at a party and walked off.
(28 October 2018)

Ula:
I find it very difficult at times.
(28 October 2018)

Ula:
He doesn't speak out about how he feels and is very closed shop too.
(28 October 2018)

Ula:
My friend is very difficult to approach about certain things.
(28 October 2018)

Kisha:
How do I date as a 28 female?
(28 October 2018)

Kisha:
I don't know how to talk to men?
(28 October 2018)