Monogamy Verses Commitment...That Is The Question?

Being my age and being married 2 times for years at a time, I'm not interested in monogamy, but I am interested in commitment. Sounds like a total contradiction right? It's not really...I give myself
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Madison:
I fight with him over it and I will admit I hold resentment towards him over it.
(23 December 2018)

Madison:
He has a bad video game addiction he says its his comfort thing.
(23 December 2018)

Madison:
We still have problems the past few months all we do is fight.
(23 December 2018)

Madison:
He always seemed to push his way back into my life.
(23 December 2018)

Madison:
We have broken up in the past over him not being able to express him self which causes me problems.
(23 December 2018)

Madison:
He was really abused as a child.
(23 December 2018)

Madison:
He has problems. he shows no emotions.
(23 December 2018)

Madison:
I've been with him for 7 years we have a 4 year old son.
(23 December 2018)

Harriet:
Are my friends screwing each other or even messing around?
(23 December 2018)

Harriet:
I have asked her if she likes him and she even said no...and that she actually likes his friend...
(23 December 2018)