I'm back bitches!!

Well, it's been over 5 years since I was last on this site. Whatever possessed me to delete my profile then instead of just suspending it I'm still trying to figure out!! *facepalm*What I've realize
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Britt:
He tells me he's in love with me and wants to marry me in the future, but I don't want to burden him with a woman who is constantly wondering if she's good enough for him or anyone.
(7 January 2019)

Britt:
I am constantly searching for reassurance and compliments from my boyfriend, and when I don't hear what I want, I get extremely sad which isn't fair to him.
(7 January 2019)

Britt:
I feel like my insecurities have gotten the best of me.
(7 January 2019)

Britt:
So, here's my situation: I am incredibly insecure.
(7 January 2019)

Britt:
I don't have friends who will give me genuine answers.
(7 January 2019)

Renata:
My girlfriend victim blames me?
(7 January 2019)

Renata:
She doesn't listen to me either when I go to explain myself.
(7 January 2019)

Renata:
She's so kind, encouraging and supporting person She's even done big things such as raise my self esteem But like I said, she victim blames.
(7 January 2019)

Renata:
She treats me so well and cares and looks after me like a girlfriend should.
(7 January 2019)

Renata:
The thing is though, when things are good they're great.
(7 January 2019)