Manners

Hello and thank you for looking at my post. I just have a rant about manners. I understand that on this site some people get a ton of messages and just do not have the time to answer every message.
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Elba:
Is it normal to have this type of ideas? I need help please?
(19 January 2019)

Elba:
Edit Ok, since I was a kid I have thought that girls hate me and no girls are going to love me ever.
(19 January 2019)

Cherly:
Why did i only understand how much i love my wife until the divorce?
(19 January 2019)

Cherly:
Anyway, we divorced but i still lover, am i sick or crazy ?
(19 January 2019)

Cherly:
I told her if she dont bring them to ask for foregivness the next day, she will pay the price. 2 months go by and she never calls them, so i start slapping and humiliating her every week or two until she left.
(19 January 2019)

Cherly:
Right after they assaulted me, i grabbed my gun and she stopped me.
(19 January 2019)

Cherly:
I filed a police complaint and issued an arrest warrant, at that point she left me for the past 7 months.
(19 January 2019)

Cherly:
Until one day her brothers assaulted me etc.
(19 January 2019)

Cherly:
Soon after we married they started insulting me and damage my property.
(19 January 2019)

Cherly:
Since we dated and intended to get married i always asked why her family was so hostile, she said they're not, they just ignore everybody.
(19 January 2019)