Sex?? No thank you.

I was thinking recently about the times I could have enjoyed myself with some really attractive women but my anxiety and / or low self esteem held me back. I guess there's been more than I would have
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Lorina:
We've been back together for 3months after the break-up. the break up came because I confronted a person for talking bad about me to her.
(22 February 2019)

Corazon:
What do you think may have happened?
(22 February 2019)

Corazon:
I can only think of two possibilities.. my friend told her about my crush on her, or she saw me with this other girl (there's nothing going on). I so badly want to fix things but I can't even get the time of day.
(22 February 2019)

Corazon:
Sometimes I'll see her but only briefly.
(22 February 2019)

Corazon:
Since then I can't help but feel like she's avoiding me.
(22 February 2019)

Corazon:
In late January I finally ran into her again, couldn't wait to see her, and she was flat out rude to me.
(22 February 2019)

Corazon:
Almost seemed like she had been crying.
(22 February 2019)

Corazon:
Then one day I found her and she was very short with me.
(22 February 2019)

Corazon:
I wanted to finally ask her out.
(22 February 2019)

Corazon:
Well in December I couldn't find her at all.
(22 February 2019)