Don't let me rest.... ever.

He knocked on the door to the hotel room. Anticipation coursing through his veins just like the passion that he felt for her ran hot throughout his body. She opened the door, trying to look nonchala
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Earnestine:
The best I can hope for now is a stable job and paycheck, which is certainly a good thing.
(3 April 2019)

Earnestine:
And that's where I'm at now, looking at my options and not being particularly happy about any of them.
(3 April 2019)

Earnestine:
I only picked that field because it seemed the best option out of all the other degrees out there, none of them are particularly interesting to me.
(3 April 2019)

Earnestine:
In three semesters I'll have a degree in Geology, but the field isn't particularly interesting to me.
(3 April 2019)

Earnestine:
I'm going on a decade now (currently 24 years old, first job at 14). I'm not bitter or angry at anything, but I feel disappointed at where I'm ending up.
(3 April 2019)

Earnestine:
I've also been working continually, sometimes as much as 80 hours per week.
(3 April 2019)

Earnestine:
Now I just wake up every day to pay the bills.
(3 April 2019)

Earnestine:
Overtime my dreams have left me one by one, now I don't really aspire to be anything at all.
(3 April 2019)

Earnestine:
But in trying to start my own life, I feel like my ship doesn't have a rudder, keel, or sails.
(3 April 2019)

Earnestine:
So far, all that stuff I've been able to move past.
(3 April 2019)