Those "Some Days"

Admittedly, it can be difficult to keep one's determination when the self-esteem is plummeting. Of course, much of that is self-inflicted, so it's clear where the blame lies. But how easy would it be
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Mui:
Guys I need help, please very confused?
(28 April 2019)

Mui:
She texted me if I wanted to do it again sober and with a condom this time.
(28 April 2019)

Mui:
My cousin Rachel texts me later on asking me if I was ok and I said yes, and asked her if she was ok and she said, I'm so confused because I loved it.
(28 April 2019)

Mui:
After I gave her the pill I went back my other cousin's house he's a guy.
(28 April 2019)

Mui:
We did it 3 times last night and in the morning we had sex one last time.
(28 April 2019)

Mui:
I'm not going to lie, I loved it all last night.
(28 April 2019)

Mui:
I bought her a plan b pill this morning she took it.
(28 April 2019)

Mui:
I didn't have a condom so I just went raw.
(28 April 2019)

Mui:
And obviously you already know what happened.
(28 April 2019)

Mui:
She stopped and she took me to her room, just in case her kids woke up.
(28 April 2019)