Back..Sorry I have been off awhile

Hey,I am back. Sorry I have been off awhile. Personal stuff. I will be in Arkansas, Missouri and Oklahoma for the next 10 days.
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Vida:
What I'm asking for are tips and ideas.
(29 May 2019)

Vida:
I've never had a boyfriend and I don't even know any boys really so that sucks.
(29 May 2019)

Vida:
They say to live your teen years like you're going to die tomorrow and I really can't let myself graduate without doing that.
(29 May 2019)

Vida:
I have sat back for the past 2 years watching everyone and my former friends really enjoy high school and spend late nights with friends and just really having fun.
(29 May 2019)

Vida:
Anyway, my freshman year was one of the best in my life because I had friends and I let my mental status cloud my vision so I made the bad decision to move away.
(29 May 2019)

Vida:
I've tried my hardest to make friends but it just isn't working I genuinely am alone I really only have my cat.
(29 May 2019)

Vida:
But I've had social anxiety since I was in 5th grade due to some things that happened and I do go to therapy for it and I'm working my best.
(29 May 2019)

Vida:
I know you are probably thinking that the youth just self diagnoses themselves and just get over it and make friends.
(29 May 2019)

Vida:
My friends no longer speak to me and I honestly do not have any friends where I live now.
(29 May 2019)

Vida:
I've had a very rough time with my mental health in highschool so I moved to a different school after my freshman year but it only made things worse for me.
(29 May 2019)