taking a break

I will be taking a break from all this for at least a short while. I am going to try to keep up with the sea of yellow. I will not be forgetting any of you, I just need some time.I lost my wife Saturd
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Maureen:
I can't help but hold a feeling of hatred.
(16 May 2019)

Maureen:
He's not overly disrespectful but just really cocky.
(16 May 2019)

Maureen:
He's extremely disrespectful toward my mother (whom gives him everything he asks for), which really pisses me off because she does not deserve any of it.
(16 May 2019)

Maureen:
I probably sound like an old man, but there are many many other things that he does that bother me.
(16 May 2019)

Maureen:
I don't care how long he plays video games because I generally stay in my room anyway, but I can hear him clearly when he talks to his friends for hours through his microphone headset.
(16 May 2019)

Maureen:
He is 13 and spends about 4 to 6 hours a day on his playstation in the living room, whereas I stay in my room to avoid him.
(16 May 2019)

Maureen:
But the shear voice of hearing my brother when he talks makes me wince immediately.
(16 May 2019)

Maureen:
I keep my thoughts to myself, and if I do not have anything nice to say, I do not say it at all.
(16 May 2019)

Maureen:
I know it sounds like the usual, mundane scenario of an older brother disliking his younger brother, but hear me out.. I am, for the most part, a very reserved person.
(16 May 2019)

In:
Why did this guy text me saying I found someone?
(16 May 2019)