I am still not sure.

I was riding cowgirl with both feet planted flat on both sides, while I was bent backwards getting my throat fucked. Either my legs or my neck was giving in and I started to slide down on my back. Bot
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Krystal:
Jim had been my best friend for the last year, we never had a physical relationship.
(3 July 2019)

Krystal:
I have been married 5 days and ever since my husband has been focused on my Jim.
(3 July 2019)

Rivka:
Do you think I could be accepted or keep someone happy?
(3 July 2019)

Rivka:
I just want to not be lonely lol.
(3 July 2019)

Rivka:
At the same time me not being able to connect turns the relationship into a liability and a waste of time.
(3 July 2019)

Rivka:
Idk what to do because I don't think I'll ever be able to really connect with someone and honestly I don't want to, that usually makes you vulnerable and it turns the relationship into a liability and not an asset.
(3 July 2019)

Rivka:
I've tried faking it but it doesn't work.
(3 July 2019)

Rivka:
I realized that I need to actually care.
(3 July 2019)

Rivka:
Like I said I don't care about the other person but I do want to make her stay, I do put work in my relationships but it's not like a business, I can't just put in the hours.
(3 July 2019)

Rivka:
I know I probably sound bad but this is how I've always been and I didn't choose to be this way.
(3 July 2019)