Any fairly local 'cougars' out there?

Hello, I am interested in having fun with a 'cougar' or couple if possible. I am respectful and genuine and happy to have more friends.
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Arcelia:
I told him that I've had nightmares that hes started drinking again, and he almost broke into tears.
(3 August 2019)

Arcelia:
Hes apologized many times about his drinking.
(3 August 2019)

Arcelia:
I wasnt there when it happened, but he told me a few months ago, and that the guilt has been ripping him up inside.
(3 August 2019)

Arcelia:
He even hit a dog while driving drunk, and just left it on the rode because he didnt waant to get arrested.
(3 August 2019)

Arcelia:
He continued with this until my kate teens, and even than for some reason I didnt realise how bad what he was doing was.
(3 August 2019)

Arcelia:
He was always drunk by the time we arrived at my grandma's.
(3 August 2019)

Arcelia:
We would take long trips to my grandma's, and my dad always had a Budweiser in his cupholder, and would have my brother and I toss them in the bed of the truck.
(3 August 2019)

Arcelia:
He would often begin to pass out, and my sister woild take the wheel.
(3 August 2019)

Arcelia:
And my siblings in the car regularly.
(3 August 2019)

Arcelia:
Long story short, my dad drove drunk with me.
(3 August 2019)