PATIENCE OF A SAINT EVEN THOUGH SHE'S A SINNER

Is a virtue and this virtuous lover has to work on that virtue a little more sometimes.Like the lyrics of a Queen song sometimes " I want it all, and I want it now."I am so used to doing eve
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Alia:
This one will likely have about 75-100 people only.
(27 September 2019)

Alia:
Another cousin married and asked us a few years ago, that one was having a huge wedding though of great wealth.
(27 September 2019)

Alia:
It will open all the wounds of being 2nd rate if excluded when all the other cousins are asked (my Mom is one of 6 kids and all have kids). So I am very scared about this and have asked a few times back.
(27 September 2019)

Alia:
As I got older we got closer but my mother never did holidays with the family so we were stuck travelling with her (our Mom). As a result I am kind of 2nd tier as a cousin, they see my brothers and I like 2nd cousins I assume.
(27 September 2019)

Alia:
Our grandfather was an alcoholic and so our Mom did not let us go to family functions since he didn't get help.
(27 September 2019)

Alia:
You probably remember my story from before.
(27 September 2019)

Alia:
My siblings and I are second rate.
(27 September 2019)

Alia:
I will ask about this from time to time until the wedding.
(27 September 2019)

Dimple:
Hard time with keeping significant others and I don't know why this happened. I was in a relationship for five years and then married for 5?
(27 September 2019)

Dimple:
I don't seek advice from strangers but please be sincere or nice.
(27 September 2019)