What a day

Today was about family no play. First step father had a foot doctor appointment at 11am then my Aunt had an eye doctor appoint at 4:05 pm that took over 2 hours then she wanted to go shopping then out
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Tasha:
I under no circumstances want to give her up over this and am planning on marrying her, but I'm really struggling to come to terms with this.
(2 October 2019)

Tasha:
I'm waiting for marriage to have sex and have always thought I'd have a partner who I'd be able to experience all the firsts of sex together and it deeply saddens me that I won't be able to have this special bond with her.
(2 October 2019)

Tasha:
Everything is perfect except my thoughts of her with her previous partners are driving me crazy.
(2 October 2019)

Tasha:
I'm a virgin dating someone with a sexual past.
(2 October 2019)

Bernardine:
How do I fix him? Please help it's urgent?
(2 October 2019)

Bernardine:
It should also be noted he refuses to come visit me in NY because he is scared of planes so it's always me making the trip down there to see him.
(2 October 2019)

Bernardine:
It's hard to let go because I am so deeply in love.
(2 October 2019)

Bernardine:
He even will call me randomly and demand I give him money for Ubers.
(2 October 2019)

Bernardine:
I love him so much but he is controlling and expects me to do everything for him.
(2 October 2019)

Bernardine:
When I go visit I pay for my own hotel and our food because he does not have the money to pay for anything.
(2 October 2019)