Help me understand...

Why is it guys 2 miles away won't contact me but guys 50 to 2000+ miles away always do. I am baffled
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Charise:
I don't seem to be able to talk to people anymore?
(3 November 2019)

Charise:
Any advice would be really appreciated. and would also like your opinion on it.
(3 November 2019)

Charise:
I can create conversation but i feel like the conversations are either ordinary or i just dont give enough energy yo make it seem interesting.
(3 November 2019)

Charise:
People usually like me and are attracted to me but then when we talk a conversation isnt maintained which then repels people away.
(3 November 2019)

Charise:
This made me stop wanting to talk to people bcz i cant seem to have a good conversation with anybody.
(3 November 2019)

Charise:
Now i cant get passed the small talk and any conversation i have would bore me.
(3 November 2019)

Charise:
I feel like i lost my energy that i used to give off to people.
(3 November 2019)

Charise:
I don't have confidence problems nor am i shy or depressed or any of that quite the opposite.
(3 November 2019)

Charise:
Before i was social with everyone and went to parties a lot and all that but this year i don't know how to do any of it no more.
(3 November 2019)

Charise:
So i am a uni student right now and this year i can't seem to talk to people about anything.
(3 November 2019)