Is It Just Me?

Soooo...I haven't written a random post in a while. I miss doing those. I continue to have random thoughts--obviously given my last post --just not as frequent, not as many, and my recent thought
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Celsa:
Hes just completely angry all the time, and it scares me.
(19 November 2019)

Celsa:
I asked him a few times to see a counselor, but he gets irritable.
(19 November 2019)

Celsa:
He hardly talks to me unless I talk to him.
(19 November 2019)

Celsa:
I d give anything to have him joke around like that again.
(19 November 2019)

Celsa:
He use to joke around with me to the point were I was annoyed, but he hardly smiles now.
(19 November 2019)

Celsa:
He got mad, and told me that he was begging the paramedic to let him die in the ambulance, and hes no longer Interested in living.
(19 November 2019)

Celsa:
I m getting real sick of it, so I gave him an ear full.
(19 November 2019)

Celsa:
I came home the other day in a bad mood, to realize he hadn t washed the dishes or anything.
(19 November 2019)

Celsa:
He ended up flat lining for 6 minutes on the way there.
(19 November 2019)

Celsa:
His heart was going way too fast, so they had to be transported In an ambulance to another city.
(19 November 2019)