Just Venting

I've had a really cool and down to earth fwb for over a year and a half now. Her and her husband went poly with another couple a few months ago and she's gone mia on me.. shit is annoying.. We
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Joel:
We're in the same grade in high school, and he started messaging me everyday.
(29 October 2019)

Joel:
I really like this guy, and I think he likes me too.
(29 October 2019)

Beula:
Is it weird I feel this way even though she's my friend?
(29 October 2019)

Beula:
She is pretty nice aside from the random judgments she makes.
(29 October 2019)

Beula:
It makes me feel like a jerk cause she's not doing it on purpose to piss people off, it's just her personality.
(29 October 2019)

Beula:
It kinda drains my energy and whenever I see her I get this weird annoyed feeling inside and sometimes don't even feel like talking, even if my other friends are there.
(29 October 2019)

Melinda:
We have a lot of trouble understanding each other.
(29 October 2019)

Melinda:
I get so bored of it sometimes and whenever I say something, it goes over her head.
(29 October 2019)

Melinda:
She repetitively talks about the past, health, cleaning, and judges other people's physical appearance.
(29 October 2019)

Melinda:
She has (not exaggerating) spoken about the same thing (lettuce) for two hours straight.
(29 October 2019)