There's no shark so big I can't jump it

I sold off all the stock I had in the company I used to work for . Now time to buy the drug boat of my dreams ![image2]My old employer did the thing a lot of sleazy corporations do where they invest
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Tanika:
I'm going to be alone forever?
(18 April 2020)

Tanika:
I guess by me not caring, it makes anyone I find want to be with me more.
(18 April 2020)

Tanika:
I'm not popular, I'm not wealthy, I'm not attractive.
(18 April 2020)

Tanika:
No one understands, because everyone is on the other side.
(18 April 2020)

Tanika:
I can't stand the thought of living with someone, loving, marrying, sleeping in the same bed.... I don't see any of that.
(18 April 2020)

Tanika:
I can't love anyone, I never have, and I feel like I never will.
(18 April 2020)

Tanika:
I feel tied down, I don't want to be with anyone, yet I'm deathly afraid of being alone or not having a family or a partner.
(18 April 2020)

Tanika:
I dated a few more girls, but the same thing I continued to leave.
(18 April 2020)

Tanika:
I ruined a friendship and relationship.
(18 April 2020)

Tanika:
It made me think, so I started talking to an old friend that I was really interested in, and we dated for a bit... Same story, she said she loved me after a few months, and I left.
(18 April 2020)